Nubentay Otso Segundos Lang

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Last december, I was very disappointed at myself. 

I declined the biggest offer I've ever had. It was my shot, once in a lifetime, and it made me paranoid.

 I never thought that I would say those words to you. Sorry. I was just ... alone.

 I never disrespected you, bcoz if i did, then I wouldn't bother bringing you peanuts from our house. 

I wouldn't bother giving you things you don't want. I wouldn't bother buying you balot everytime.

 And I wouldn't bother asking for your love. 

You're just too kind to love, and too afraid.

 Im sorry if your last relationship failed. And at that point I was just trying to help. 

I've been looking up to you since grade 8. Until now, and back then, 

I had the chance to be

3

 inches away

 from

 your
face.

 I really loved how you smell, smiled, and walked, and ate 😂 for some reason, I had this dormant feeling that suddenly woke up.

It turned my senses upside down. 

Oh you never knew how many kilos of guts I gained just to ask for a dance with you.

A dance I wasted on your debut.

I get irritated when our peers always come up to me to tease me about you dancing with other guys. 

I didn't care, coz I know, those guys ang naka gusto sa imuha, dili ikaw 😂

 although naay isa ka laki na imung gisayaw na type kaayo nimo. And dili nako ideny, somewhat, masuya kos 

iya gamay 😂 

And sige rakag ingun nga si 0000, si 0000, unya ikapila nako nag explain unsay naa sa amoa.

 You never listened to what I said. 

Sala ba ma fall sa babae na naay trauma sa gugma? 

Hahahah tangaa nako uy.

 Layo2 pod bya kog gipush da. 

Maski kblo ko na yuta ra ghapon ko padulong, ni go jud ko 😂

You're the ideal babe.

And 27 days nalang ta mag uban,.. ay dili man diay ta ga uban, 27 days nalang tika makita sa akoang atubangan. 😂 sorry. I was a jerk. And a coward, and a jerk. 

I will never forget the feeling na magakos imung hawak 😂😂 my ghad hangtud karun ginakilig pako.

 Sorry I never had the strength to look at you in the eyes.

 Its just that, Im afraid, na .... i reject nasad ko nimo.

For the nth time.

Kay lagi, "friends" ra imung mahatag.

Although anad na gud ko pero, sakit man gud kaayo everytime na ipalayo ko nimo 😂

Mura kog yo-yo ba, maski unsaon nimog labay, mubalik ghapon sa imuha.

Why am i even saying these to u? Hahahahha di na nako mabalik ang tanan. Grabe . Bogo kaayo ko. Sayang kaayo. Astang sayanga.

Salamat sa ngubo na oras na gigahin nimo atung gabiona.

Uy timan-i dzae,

Naa kay lugar dri

Diri oh diri

Diri niining gamay kong kasing-kasing.

Dili nako ni malimtan.

Photos

Pero dili nako, asta nang sakita, wala man ko ni give up sa imuha, wala lang jud koy chansa.

Sakit maski way kita, nganung buutan, gwapa, dyosa man gud ka.

Mura man gud kag kawatan, daghag nag gukod sa imuha.

Wala man unta ka nawala pero nganung sa imuha daghag nangita?

Sungog here sungog there. Pikon na kaayo ko bay. Kabalong dedma nakos imuha, pasamutan pajud.

Muondang nako bay. Pero sa asa? Sa pag asa? Unsaon? Mura kog tanga na sige pag asa maski wa nay pag-asa.

Asa ko mulugar? Sa lugar nga wa ka? Wa nakoy lugar gani para sa imuha, unya kaning gibati asa mani nako ilugar?

Emote kaayo bay , maski way kita.

Buta man gud ka maong wa kay makita, buta maong way kita. Buta ka maong way kita. Buta ka maong, way KITA.

Kapoy uy. Sige kog tanaw sa imuha. Ug naa palay kaso mangawat ug pagtanaw gikulong nako ba. Pero kana ganing masakpan ko nimo mag tanaw sa imuha? Hahahaha maski sipatan ko nimo okay ra. Pasagdi lang gud ko oy, mao lang gani ni pinakaduol na mabuhat nako sa imuha, ipagkakait mo pa. You're so close yet so far.

Unya aysig smile bi. Langkaton ko na imung kural run bayota ka 😂 

Pero bitaw, muondang nakog admire sa imuha shokz. Mura kag globe pag way signal, cannot be reached. Ubos kaayo ko sa imung standards 😂 di man kaya mu kiss ug devil ang angel.  Giexplain na nako tanang pwede iexplain sa imuha, pero wala eh, Friends lang ta.  Dawat naman nako gamay hahahaha dili man sa tanang panahon, makuha ang gusto. Maski gusto gud tika kuhaon pero  lahi man imung gusto.😂. Mu let go nako shokz maski way kita. Maski ako ra isa. Gisalo man ko nimo sauna dba? Pero wala parin eh, ginago lang kita. Sorry ha? 

Sorry kay ikadaghan nako nag sorry. 

Sorry kung mutxt kog kalit maski di ka. 

Sorry kung manggunit kog buhok usahay maski di ka. 

Sorry kung gi ka gnahan sa akoang batasan. 

Sorry kung napasakitan tika sauna. 

Sorry kung manawag ko sauna maski gabie na. 

Sorry kung gasinamok pako sa imuha. 

Sorry kung hapit ka napandol tung akoa kang gibira. 

Sorry kung open kaayo kos inyuha. 

Sorry kung gihapak nako inyung tarantula sauna.

Sorry kung wala kaayo ko nagkaun sa inyung ice cream, asta man gung parata.

 Sorry kung hambogan ka sa akoa. 

Sorry kay sige kog pamalikas. 

Sorry ha kung di ko gwapog tingug kung mukanta. 

Sorry kung naa koy bisyo maski adik na ko sa imuha. 

Sorry kung dili ko bright, mao lang jud akoang kaya.

Sorry kung kni akoang blog nadamay ka.

Sorry kung gihasolan ka.

Pramis last na ni. Kay naluoy nako sa akoa.

Med Is Real

Okay, I'll be direct about this. My first day? IT WAS FRICKIN AWESOME!

I was assigned at the laboratory of Miguel O. Cabrera Medical Hospital and I got the vibe of being a real Medtech.

Hematology?

Serology?

Urinalysis?

Fecalysis?

EZ

follow me on IG to look at my experiences

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87 patients in 1 day? ez.

ohh I almost forgot, I also made my first blood typing.

The Preparation

→Orientation on Immersion←

I'm going to let you see what's in my notes.

✔PESO

✔Requirements

✔Application Letter

✔Resume/Biographical Data

✔School Records

✔Clearances

✔Interview

✔Sleep Early

✔Prepare Everything Before The Interview

✔Wear Formal Attire

✔Be Punctual; arrive 30 mins  Before

✔Be Polite

✔Behave

✔No Extra Body Movement, Look Straight To The Interviewer

✔Don't Forget To Thank The Interviewer

✔Real Work

✔Attributes Of  A Working Person

✔Industrious/Kugihan/Hardworking

✔Systematic

✔Time Conscious

✔Innovative

✔Strong Value For Work

✔Do's And Don't's In Over-seas Employmet

✔Don't Apply To Agencies Not Licensed To POEA

✔Don't Deal Without Job Orders

✔Don't Deal With Unauthorized Persons

✔Don't Transact Business Outside The Agency

✔Don't Pay More Than The One Month Salary Fee

✔Don't Pay Any Placement Fees Unless You Have A Valid Contract

✔Don't Be Enticed By Ads

✔Don;t Deal With Travel Agencies Who Promised To Work Overseas

✔Don't Accept Tourists And Visitor's Visa

✔Don't Deal With Fixers

→Attitude Towards Work←

Then in the afternoon, our parents went to see us and be with us. it felt like graduating , but it's not. We lit some candles to symbolize... well, I don't really know but it was symbolic.

The Merry Street

The streets were crowded, and the people were loud. In short, it was fun!

The 23rd Simbalay Festival went very successful this year.

there were tons of activities, a lot of booths in the street, and the food was there!

Showing the creativity of the Nabunturanons, the streets grew very crowded. The atmosphere was different from an ordinary festival. It was more fun than the past Simbalay Festivals.

The umbrella road was not bad as I thought it was too!

I also got a temporary tattoo from the sidewalks too!

The festival was featured on a local T.V. station, showing the different activities doneand the things that were there.

The festival ended well and safe.

No casualties.

Looking forward to the next Simbalay!

Lucky Me

It was Parents' Day. My mom and I were happy.

There were many activities done.

I thank my parents for everything.

To God be the glory.

Justice Is In The Hands Of The Ordinary

Watch here:

https://www.facebook.com/347052068737905/videos/1324276621015440/

Inakala is a student-made video of Nabunturan National Comprehensive High School that shows a present day situation of how human trafficking is happening. This video was created through a contest sponsored by Inter-Agency Council Against Trafficking (IACAT).

IACAT's goal is to end human trafficking.

What is human trafficking by the way? Is there any way to stop it?

Human trafficking is the utilization of intimidation with the end goal of work, administrations or business sex. Human trafficking happens as either work trafficking or sex trafficking. Business sex can incorporate demonstrations of prostitution, sexual exhibitions, for example, stripping, or the creation of explicit entertainment. But on account of minor sex trafficking, Human trafficking requires the utilization of intimidation. It is essential to comprehend that coercion,not just incorporates dangers and viciousness, yet in addition misrepresentation, double dealing, and the utilization of medications to control casualties. These are basic strategies used by traffickers to keep up control over their casualties. It is uncommon for a trafficking casualty to be physically kept. It is considerably more typical for there to be "undetectable chains" that the trafficker uses to look after control, so the casualty will probably give off an impression of being allowed to come or go however they see fit. 

Human Trafficking is advanced subjection. Human trafficking is synonymous with subjugation. The present type of subjection does not hold up under the unmistakable idea of pre-common war subjugation, however it is no less appalling and indefensible than the servitude of our country's past. Today, human trafficking has surreptitiously discovered its way into our general public and keeps on flourishing. 

Traffickers utilize varying strategies to propel casualties to work or confer business sex acts without wanting to. Traffickers may utilize beatings, torment, limitations or dangers against the casualty's families to fulfill their methods for control over casualties. In doing as such, traffickers benefit monetarily from the work or business sex demonstrations of the casualties. 

Human trafficking isn't to be mistaken for Smuggling. Servitude examinations have included outside conceived casualties as well as U.S. nationals have been casualties of human trafficking. A man does not need to cross any fringes to be a casualty of human trafficking.

Human trafficking can be stopped. we should propose world peace in order to achieve that.